today was so boring, went to look for cars with mum :L the worst.
and was meant to go to a halloween party tnight but dunno what happend,
wasting my weeks like this. good thing is my mums moving to syd so
I never have to come here again which is good cause it'll make it much
more easier to move on and never will i see him again.all goood, & i think it'll finally
give me a chance to change things and move on properly? idk but yeh thats what im thinking..



maybe part of love is learning to let go?

giving up on this now, giving up on thinking you still love me,
giving up on you.
i hope i never hear from you again.or see you ever..again
and i mean what im saying now with all my heart.
cause its the only way i can let go, the only way i can accept all of this without
a word, a sorry.. or anything.

How can I love again when I cant stop loving
the person who hurt me so much..?
I guess i never really had you at all..
now i all i hold dear is a stupid memory that i hate to think about
that i wish i could erase...
time goes by, life goes on..
and still all i can think about is why your gone
but - im slowly impoving ..
im getting better.. I think
I really think if i ever see you out inpublic or something
ill break down.. i just cant handle something like that..


"the worst thing a guy can do is let a girl fall in love
and not intend to catch her when she falls."