so today, explained everything to hanin - shes a good listener :)
and felt good to talk about it, its been a while so I did and felt less emotinal when i talked about it..slowly getting by. which is good.. i guess. anyways ..this girl.. not mentioing her name says that she was in 'love' over the internet with some guy and they had to break it off.. even though they NEVER met in real life, what is wrong with people these days? You cant love someone through a computer screen, its just impossiable. just hate that.. it really pisses me off..


school ; same old, bludge, boring - got two assignments to finish, the worst.exams coming up.. ugh. but lucky got smart little lostie asian josiephine to copy off :L
friends; all good.

I wish I could ripe out a page of my memory cause I put to much
energy in him & me..

to bad we cant rewrite our own history..

You got everything you wanted.. why are you still talking huh?
you have him now, your happy, no ones gonna take that away from you - not me. so why.. i have nothing to do with you or him now so whats the big deal? why do you have to be such a bitch? put yourself in my place; tell me how would you feel... If i were you I would just shout my mouth, stop talking.. even though its not really bad mostly about me being sad and shit, what does that have to with you? honestly.. you have what you wantted from me now..
so why dont you shut yur fucking mouth already. geez.


You took my hand, you showed me how,
You promised me you'd be around..
I took your words and I believed in everything you said ..

I wish I could touch you again, I wish I could still call you friend..
Id give anything.

I guess I didnt know how..
I was all wrong..

& time makes it harder..
who knew it would end like this