PART TWO.

so those weeks were really hard for me,
just everywhere i meant i was reminded of the memories
i was so fragile, everytime i saw a couple id think of us,
and id just break down.

I told everyone im ok, that im over it,
which just ended up causing alot of pain to myself..
cause i bottled it up all inside,
and didnt talk to anyone, eventually i told them it was a lie
i was dying inside. and i felt incomplete, like a part of me was missing.
and id still get the same response from everyone
its going to be alright, no its not.

and im even like that now,
im happy.. i guess, but everytime i think of him
i think of us being together, and id always have to remind myself,
Its not like that anymore.
When i found out he dleetd me off fb blocked me on msn,
I didnt believe it, I said to myself he wouldnt leave you like this
dont believe what you see and hear.

but eventually.. i realised they were right.
and i dont know even know why.. and im still wondering.
why did it happen to me, what did i do wrong..
was it something i said or something I never did..
how could he do this to me.

now i realised that we were not meant to be togehter..
but i still love him, i still dream and think about him..
im still scared to go out and see him somewhere..
you dont know how much it hurts
watching someone you love
love someone else
the feelings never were returned..
all you heard was a lie.