well from this whole experiance I've leanred one thing;
The truth hurts, but the lie it kills, and it kills more if you dont
even know if the whole thing was a lie or how long it was going on for..
and i KNOW that i love you.. but i wish i didnt in any kind of way..
i wish i could hate you.. wish i could just erase you from my memory just like you did to me,
acting as if you never knew me - and the fact that kills me out of all of them is that you feel no guilt,
theres a smile on your face, I want you to feel a little of my pain, both of you.

this big regret that Im just carryign around with me everyday,
but at the end of the day i manage to laugh and put a smile on my face,
despite everything you've done.
maybe this whole thing was nothing to you..
but it once meant everything to me.
I felt like there was nothing that could pull as apart..
it just wanst possiable. and I didnt even think it out and i hate myself for it
never thought of the 'ifs'
I didnt think it was necessary, cause I thought i knew you..
but I was very wrong

Yeah ive had my regrets, but ive always been able to let them go,
they were just stupid little mistakes,
that didnt really affect me..

cause when i think of you;
my heart it beats fast,
it feels that im still with you, only thinking of happy memories between us,
because i just cant bring myself to realising,
that you no longer care for me,
Im nothing to you,
you have someone else now..





even though your gone and far away,
i feel you next to me,
I think about it every single day, you got away somehow.

I cant sleep, its hard to breathe,
and i still feel you nxt to me,
now I can see..

The first one is the worst one when it comes to a broken heart,
your first love yeah your so young, and you feel like a
falling star..