so having the worst days ever,
school.. & Granpa died .. R.I.P

The most thing I hate about school is when a teacher and a student dont understand
the diffrence between telling a person off and bullying.

and telling you off you gotta expect that cause when you say shit about someones friend, of course their gonna be pissed. and i didnt exacley tell you off, no swearing or yelling I just asked
you if you said that, no need to get emotinal and shit cause crying about it just shows that your scared cause you know you said it, but bullying wtf? and joking around yeh i know there gets a time when its to much, but i never did that.. well its not my fault you dont have alot of friends and people dont really like you but it aint my fault . or any of my friends. and telling teachers
that im not letting you be who you wanna be if i dont even talk to you?
you are really saaad. :L

anyway cause my granpa died (dads side) whole familys pretty emotinal about it
and hate seeing my dad so sad cause it makes me feeel really sad too
havent seen/spoekn to my granpa since iwas a bbaby so wasnt that close to him.
so im not that sad about him dying if you understand what I mean .




I still remember it like it was yesterday,
my hearts still recovering from the pain,
but I still want things the way they used to .

Im letting go of the past,
im hoping for a change;
thats why I forgive you.
im thinking only times will heal theese wounds .

so im wondering if its really worth holding on